Horoscope for 2010

Found this online today...I don't really do this horoscope stuff...but this is deep...


Year 2010 Overview

Whew! Feel that enormous burden sliding off of your shoulders, like you've been carrying around an overstuffed backpack for the last couple of years? That would be Saturn, planet of structures and limitation, moving out of your sign. Congratulations, first of all, on having simply made it through more or less in one piece. You passed through the fire and made it out the other side.

Now, what to do with that spiritual Medal of Honor you've earned? Well, for one thing, establish who it is you really are with both yourself and those around you. Your ability to quietly endure both the big and little outrages of life have served you well in the last couple of years, and many of those around you may have come to assume that either it wasn't as rough on you as it was, or that you are somehow made of steel. In fact, you may have come to the same conclusion yourself. Virgo has a reputation for being able to take care of others with the best of them -- but can you turn that same care and attention on yourself? That's the big question you'll be facing in 2010.

The good news (beyond simply less bad news) is that there will be all kinds of opportunities opening up for you in new directions as far as fun, recreation and romance. So take advantage of those whenever you can. You've earned it!




....crazy right?

WHO are u?

One of my homies is...to say it frankly, a manipulative, conniving jerkoff. The only thing is, everyone, myself included thinks he's a really good guy. Deep down. Somewhere. It's like he's two different people. He's capable of doing some of the nicest sh*t ever, and would truly kill a man for one of us, but he's also capable of doin some of the most disrespectful sh*t to us, and other people he cares about. Therein lies the conundrum. We had a somewhat "intervention" with him the other day where everyone got the opportunity to air out their grievances, and it occurred to me just after the conversation, that it wasn't the first time we had this kind of conversation with him, and it's not seeming like he's really doing anything to change. Do I think he's a good guy? Yes. But when I think about what he does, not only to us, but other people that he cares about, it makes you wonder which person is the real him?

This is opening my eyes, because I was (and honestly sometimes still am) like that. When I took a step back and examined my actions, it seemed like I was nicer to those that I didn't know than those that I did. I've heard that family are the ones that can hurt you the most, I'm assuming because they know the most about you and you allow yourself to become emotionally vulnerable around them. I know there were some cases where I definitely took advantage of that, and I'm not proud of it. It wasn't until I was put in a situation that I was forced to deal with the consequences of my actions toward those I "cared" about, that I truly made an effort to change.

I hope that he doesn't place himself in a situation where he has to learn the lesson the hard way like I did, but he is a bit older than me and they say it is hard to teach an old dog new tricks. I love him to death and look at him almost like a big brother to me, but I can feel myself beginning to feed him with a long-handed spoon and I don't like the guard I find myself putting up when he comes around or we talk. I almost want to sit him down and ask once and for all...homie...WHO ARE U?!

Showin' Luv

Check my lil homie Milla doin his thing again...GOOD LOOK!

New Music

This song isn't really new, but I had been waitin on this to get posted on youtube so I could share it...this song is just sexy as hell...nuthin like a pretty lady that can sing...

Christmas

Yesterday I did absolutely NOTHING. No christmas dinner with family. No visit to the homie's house. NOTHING. There were things I could have done, but I didn't really feel like it. I kinda felt like, since I had been working everyday, I felt like having a day when I could do absolutely nothing and it seems that christmas was my day to do that. It was kinda pathetic now that I think about it. On Christmas eve, I went to the strip club on a solo mission. It wasn't because I wanted to see some scattered a$$ or make it rain, but just because it was the only place near the crib that was open. Really I just played pool and had a couple drinks, and funny enough, my obvious "I could care less that your a$$ is hangin out right next to me, tell the waitress to bring me my drank" attitude made the strippers pay even more attention to me, even got a couple free dances. Got up the next day, took my pillow and covers to the living room couch, and sat my lazy a$$ there all day. Watched my Lakers get demolished by the Cavs, which got my phone ringin with negroes talkin sh*t. Watched "He's Just Not That Into You", which was a good movie by the way, and had some moscato and fatty food. After spending most of the day watching tv and texting, I decided to get my a$$ up out of the house so I went to go see "Avatar". In short, I would never see that movie again. Visually stunning, but the d@mn movie was almost 3 hours and it's EXTREMELY hard for a movie to keep my attention for that long (last one to do that was "Dark Knight"). All in all, Christmas was pretty laid back. Honestly, only thing that could've made it better was a pretty girl with a phat booty and good conversation (harder combo to match than one would think) to sit around and be lazy with me...But hey, can't have everything! Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas, and hope you have a Happy New Year!

Keep it 1000

A couple of the homies from work were havin a conversation about dating etiquette and the homie said if a chick eats more than him at any time during initial courtship, she's automatically off the list. Most of us immediately called him an uppity negro, who can't handle a woman who keeps it 1000, but then I took a second to think about it....

I took this one chick to the movies and when we passed by the concession stand, in true gentlemanly fashion, I asked her if she would like anything. She proceeded to make a beeline for the register ordering a large popcorn and a drink. THEN she asked if I wanted anything and I just ordered some milk duds (I think). Anyways, while we were in the movie, I remembered watchin her out of the side of my eye eating that big a$$ popcorn and washin it down wit that big a$$ drink. Granted, I already have a not so mild irritation about me hearing the sound of people chew and drink (for some reason it's like nails on a chalkboard for me), but it was made worse when I looked at my little box of candy next to her bucket of d@mn popcorn. Then, this vacuum asked me for some of my candy. Needless to say, her a$$ was crossed off as soon as I got in the car to go home.

Now, I would assume that this double standard would remedy itself the more a man falls in love with a woman, but even then, I don't think I could handle my chick eating more than me consistently, unless of course she was some bodybuilding chick, in which case we wouldn't even be dating in the first place...

Random I know...but build a bridge ni@@a...u already read it :)

Lightweight

I don't really drink...but I had a few rounds tonight...Lost $100 on the Saints and Cowboy's game...then spent more money than I wanted at the club tonight...I don't even really like the club....I juz wanted the homies to have a good time....I'm goin to bed...I got work tomorrow....